Once again I have been ditched

Frankly I do not care if my ditchers read this so I will come out straight with it.

I have had the worst history of friends in the word.

Once again, the group of friends that I trust most have ditched me. I hate them soooooooo much that I can't even put it into words. They have been ignoring everything I've said in the past few weeks and i was willing to accept the fact that they had an alterior reason but they did not. I kept my hopes up for a couple of months but every time I had a reason they went a proved it wrong. They are a duo of self-absorbed %^&$%. Now they are a trio because they have a new best friend who is a #%$^) too. I found out that they lied to me about a netball trial just because they did not want to be in the same netball team as me. They also started being abnoxiously loud when I am near them. The other day I was reading in the library and the third beast thought I was sitting close to them so shes all like Um, excuse me where are the rest of your friends? I can believe that me sitting readinga book at the same table as her is so disturbing. All of this stuff is so low that I can't believe I was ever friends with them.

I have to go and I hope that if any of you know who these people are then you could ask them why on earth I am such a bad friend.

KT

PS This has nothing to do with my e-card buddy so this is not directed at her.

posted by KT at 4:56 PM on Apr 4, 2008

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"Anonymous" said...

WOW!!!
really! wat a quinky dink i just lost someone too!!!
she has a blog just like you, she talks and talks about her friendless ditchful life!!!
i feel for you!
who are they? especially the one who was so disturbed by you sitting in the same table or place while your reading. TELL ME !!
maybe you can relate with me too!!

April 4, 2008 11:33 PM

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"Anonymous" said...

Hey KT,
i am ******************** and i live in america
i am not completely sure i should have said that but oh well
i have been in the same position as you but from the other end
naturally,i disagree.
i believe that everyone has their reasons,i mean most reasons i leave friends is because they become either too attached and say that they are my best friend when i already have a best friend or somethin. or or Tiara my close friend since primary is pretty popular so people try to push me away and be best friends with her i mean who would do such a thing? i mean i know what i do is wrong but not to be friends with their best friend.
My point is maybe they never even liked you
i mean the reason i started is bcos some b!tch broke up with me and came back and said she was sorry but i blew her off and it felt soo good that when i got bored of a friend i blow them off

Well KT i am sorry to have wasted your time but it felt good to let go
at my agewasting my time talking to unknown strangers is pretty weird
i mean i have this reputation to be the one hiding in the backround, not that you can tell
bye for now

April 4, 2008 11:37 PM

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"Anonymous" said...

hey again....
well i read da otha persons reply to your blog entry and sorta agree a little bit maybe they just didnt like yew mayb yew wer too bossy or b!tchy they dont like yew anymore
hmm...... really think about it and go over what you have been saying to them and stop being such a fricken b!tch to them!!! SERIOUSLY

April 4, 2008 11:42 PM

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"Anonymous" said...

dear KT u must read this
this is the main b&%#@ speaking
isuppose the thing that i have done is wrong and for that i am sorry,
but u did not feel differently about the others that i 'ditched'
hold a second,as i recall u were in it too.
as for the gurl that has 'taken ur place' well she meant no harm to u,as i may have,but u usually sit with other people so she was confused.
and if u think u are older than 9 writing messages on ur blog about other people isn't that mature, especially for u.
i thought u were smarter than that.
i guess i was wrong.
please know that i mean no harm, i just thought i'd act a little more mature than i previously have.
please know that i would like to keep this personal,and not wreck either of our year at school.
i had no intension for this to get too serious,and i will not stop u from being friends with meme (u know who i am talking about)that is if she is willing.
i did not want anyone else to get mixed up in this, especially ur so called replacement.
please know though the others will deny it that this was my act and my act alone.
i want to get a few things straight.
i wil not spead rumours or talk about u behind ur back, though the others may not be so inclined to do the same
i will not talk to u,or call u, in fact after this i will probably not contact u unless needed, other comments may be from strangers or the others
i will not tell teachers or school staff about this as i do not wish this to affect our time in school,though u may wish to
the 'other people involved'came for there own reasons, i did not tell them to turn against u, though u may think so and ur 'replacement did not start hating u until she read ur blog
this is a long message but if u want answers i will not tell them to ur face.
i m not scared of u, or any other people who agree with u, i merely do not wish to talk in person or at all
u have taken this more seriously than brittney and im sorry but if i could be friends with u or B i would choose B cos she's more fun she does not complain as much as u she isn't sensitive she is equally friends with meme and i and if u think im low well i told meme how u asked me to not be better friends with her, i liked that brittney was not like that
and it does not stop there, no, i hate the way u keep putting urself down ur soo depressing and then other times u try to make ur life look so good now has it occurred to u that i don't care i have my own life.and please,stop trying to be cool,cos FYI ur not. if u haven't noticed neither i or the others care about Guides,or anything else, so please ,keep all ur 'interesting stories for someone who cares cos it certainly is not ME!

im sure u have other people u talk toso u can sit with them but know, i will know if u b!*%( about me and then i won't be as nice and yes this is nice, or as close as possible.i know many of the people u hang around and some of them are good friends of mine and won't hesitate to tell me if u have been saying things about me or my best friends.i have no problem with them being friends with u but they won't easily go against me for u so don't bother asking.and if u do b*&^% about me i won't stop myself or other people from talking about u.i do not care if u tell people about this letter but i would not exaggerate cos there will be consiquences,and u know better than to play with fire.

please do not try to make contact with me,though u won't.i and the others are still friends with Turtle and some of ur other friends so if u do not want this to go too far do not tell anyone.

KT this is personal,it is not or me even if i do not agree with this.

i did not want things to end like this but oh well

Bye KT, and i hope this won't affect ur life too much-

$&%*^%*&&^%^

April 5, 2008 6:19 PM